Monday, June 28, 2010
I've been thinking alot for the past few days, shall i just gave up and move on to other place?
To give up, is like i've wasted my 5 years hard work. To move on to other place i need to start all over again. Which i am not young anymore! I don't know if i can take it or not.
Certain things still holding me back, i clearly know alot of stuff is different then before. Which i keep telling myself, things will change as it goes. But, at this point of time i really don't know how long i can struggle here?
Like what Dear always says no matter what decision i make he will upport me all the way de. So, i shall hang on awhile more. Which is i don't know when.
:)
神啊，请帮我打气！
Meeting Dear as often as possible so that my days won't be so so miserable.
10:24 PM
Tuesday, June 22, 2010
Hi, i'm backy~~~
Alot of changes in my work area, until i wanna give up sia.
Neverless, i took leave and relax and get the right mind of it.
June was kind of a peaceful month, only get to celebrate Muiling's 21st birthday at Downtown east. She just wanna a small gathering, met up with her friends and have fun and relax. As she is damn stress with certain stuff on hand.
HaiZ
What i can say is when you are 1 year older you will see what is plan for you in future. Not many friends can understand these.
Fark!
Somthing had just happen when i was blogging here. I don't like him what, he never fulfill his role as a........ I hate him. I won't talk to him at all! All has to blame him! He never thought of my feeling how would i feel when i grow up! He thinks that what he do is right. I am not gonna see and talk to you again!!!!!!
很不喜欢你！
9:47 PM
Saturday, June 5, 2010
Just at this time, when everyone is asleep and Dear is out with his siblings for their hobby.
I'm here to blog. I just love my Dear so much that he never fail to cheer me up.
Really really thank him all these 6 years and 6 months patience with me. Though we had bad times as well.
When i'm angry or sad i always need a listening ear or i will keep it to myself.
Just like when i'm dieting now, very emotional. Little things like i know is not for real and like a joke. I will down there crying. Haha
It's true.
I still will keep it up and push myself working hard. And real hard!!!
Though, sometimes craving really very hard.
Dear!!!! 没有你我不知道会这么办？
Haha.
So random....
Alright i shall go for my beauty sleep now. NiteZ..
10:45 AM
