Monday, June 28, 2010
I've been thinking alot for the past few days, shall i just gave up and move on to other place?
To give up, is like i've wasted my 5 years hard work. To move on to other place i need to start all over again. Which i am not young anymore! I don't know if i can take it or not.
Certain things still holding me back, i clearly know alot of stuff is different then before. Which i keep telling myself, things will change as it goes. But, at this point of time i really don't know how long i can struggle here?
Like what Dear always says no matter what decision i make he will upport me all the way de. So, i shall hang on awhile more. Which is i don't know when.
:)
神啊，请帮我打气！
Meeting Dear as often as possible so that my days won't be so so miserable.
10:24 PM
